RHYMES OF A RED CROSS MAN RHYMES of a RED CROSS MAN By ROBERT W. SERVICE Author tf Sonft of a Sourdough," Ballads of a Cheechako. "Rhyme, of a Rolling Stone," and "The Trail of '9S" TORONTO: WILLIAM BRIGGS 1916 COPYRIGHT. CANADA. 1916. by ROBERT W. SERVICE To the Memory of My Brother LIEUTENANT ALBERT SERVICE Canadian Infantry Killed in Action. France, August, 1916 FOREWORD I've tinkered at my bits of rhymes In weary, woeful, waiting times; In doleful hours of battle-din, Ere yet they brought the wounded in; Through vigils of the fateful night, In lousy barns by candle-light; In dug-outs, sagging and aftood, On stretchers stiff and bleared with blood; By ragged grove, by ruined road, By hearths accurst where Love abode; By broken altars, blackened shrines I've tinkered at my bits of rhymes. I've solaced me with scraps of song The desolated ways along; Through sickly fields all shrapnel-sown, And meadows reaped by death alone; By blazing cross and splintered spire, By headless Virgin in the mire; By gardens gashed amid their bloom, By gutted grave, by shattered tomb; FOREWORD Beside the dying and the dead, Where rocket green and rocket red, In trembling pools of poising light, With flowers of flame festoon the night. Ah me! by what dark ways of wrong I've cheered my heart with scraps of song. So here's my sheaf of war-won verse, And some is bad — and some is worse. And if at times I curse a bit, You needn't read that part of it; For through it all like horror runs The red resentment of the guns. And you yourself would mutter when You took the things that once were men, And sped them through that zone of hate To where the dripping surgeons wait; And wonder, too, if in God's sight War ever, ever can be right. Yet may it not be, crime and war But effort misdirected are; And if there's good in war and crime, There may be in my bits of rhyme, My song from out the slaughter mill: 80 take or leave them as you will. CONTENTS PAGE FOKEWOKD 7 I've tinkered at my bits of rhymes. THE CALL • 15 Far and near, high and clear. THE FOOL ' 17 " But it isn't playing the game," he said. THE VOLUNTEER - 20 Sez I: My Country calls? Well, let it call. THE CONVALESCENT - . So I walked among the willows very quietly all night. THE MAN FROM ATHABASKA - 24 Oh, the wife she tried to tell me that 'twas noth- ing hut the thrumming. THE RED RETREAT - - 29 Tramp, tramp, the grim road, the road from Mons to Wipers. PAGE THE HAGGIS OF PKIVATE McPHEE - 34 " Ha'e ye heard whit ma auld mither's postit tae me? THE LARK - - 41 From wrath-red dawn OM!P«, Blossoms for for^vll uliiPSH," lluil \VIIM nil IIP said ; So \ve HJickcMl our ^;irdcns, violi'lH mid roMi'M, Lilies vvliilr ;ind Idur I»P||H hiid \v<- on Inn l»cd Soft hin p;ilp Icinds loiidicd I. IIIMII, li-ndpi'ly caressing; Soft into IH'H tin-d P.VPH P;IHH- ;i lil.Mi* llglii . Such a wiHt.ful love-look, gpnl IP HM n l»i« Thpi-p Jiniid HIP fluwpi-H w;iil«-»l IIP I In- " I would have you raiae me; I can mw the then: I would see the mm *et MUM }&f." So he lay a-gazing, Ht*tft<"\ to te at r<5«t th<'ii, Quiet aa a upirit in the golden gk/w, So he lay a-watching ro«y cairtl Moatg of blinding ambrjr, t*airt!//n* of Rugged rifte of opal, erimmm tnrrvtM So he lay a-dreaming tin tbe tAadow* CMM/ OUR HERO " Open wide the window ; there's a lark a-singing ; There's a glad lark singing in the evening sky. How it's wild with rapture, radiantly winging! Oh it's good to hear that when one has to die ! J am horror-haunted from the hell they found me; I am battle-broken, all I want is rest. Ah ! It's good to die so, blossoms all around me, And a kind lark singing in the golden West." " Flowers, song and sunshine, just one thing is wanting, Just the happy laughter of a little child." So we brought our dearest, Doris all-enchanting ; Tenderly he kissed her ; radiant he smiled. " In the golden peace-time you will tell the story How for you and yours, sweet, bitter deaths were ours. . . . God bless little children !" So he passed to glory. So we left him sleeping, still amid the flow'rs. 62 MY MATE I'VE been sittin' starin', starin' at 'is muddy pair of boots, An tryin' to convince meself it's 'im. ( Look out there, lad ! That sniper, — Vs a dysey wen 'e shoots; 'E'll be layin' of you out the same as Jim. ) Jim as lies there in the dug-out wiv 'is blanket round 'is 'ead, To keep 'is brains from mixin' wiv the mud ; And 'is face as white as putty, and his overcoat all red, Like 'e's spilt a bloomin' paint-pot, — but it's blood. And I'm tryin' to remember of a time we wasn't pals. 'Ow often we've played 'ookey, 'im and me ; And sometimes it was music-'alls, and sometimes it was gals, And even there we 'ad no disagree. 63 MY MATE For when 'e copped Maria Jones, the one I liked the best, I shook 'is 'and and loaned 'im 'arf a quid ; I saw 'im through the parson's job, I 'elped 'im make 'is nest, I even stood god-father to the kid. So when the war broke out, sez 'e : " Well, wot abaht it, Joe?" " Well, wot abaht it, lad?" sez I to 'im. 'Is missis made a awful fuss, but 'e was mad to go, ( 'E always was 'igh-sperrited was Jim. ) Well, none of it's been 'eaven, and the most of it's been 'ell, But we've shared our baccy, and we've 'alved our bread. We'd all the luck at Wipers, and we shaved through Noove Chapelle, And .... that snipin' barstard gits 'im on the 'ead. Now wot I wants to know is — why it wasn't me was took? I've only got meself, 'e stands for three. 64 MY MATE I'm plainer than a louse, while 'e was 'andsome as a dock ; 'E always was a better man than me. 'E was goin' 'ome next Toosday ; 'e was 'appy as a lark, And Vd just received a letter from his kid ; And 'e struck a match to show me, as we stood there in the dark, When .... that bleedin' bullet got 'im on the lid. 'E was killed so awful sudden that 'e 'adn't time to die. 'E sorto jumped, and came down wiv a thud. Them corpsy-lookin' star-shells kept a-streamin' in the sky, And there 'e lay like nothin' in the mud. And there 'e lay so quiet wiv no mansard to 'is 'ead, And I'm sick, and blamed if I can understand : The pots of 'alf and 'alf we've 'ad, and zip! like that — 'e's dead, Wiv the letter of 'is nipper in 'is 'and. There's some as fights for freedom and there's some as fights for fun, But me, my lad, I fights for bleedin' 'ate. 5 65 MY MATE You can blame the war arid blast it, but I 'opes it won't be done Till I gets the bloomin' blood-price for me mate. It'll take a bit o' bayonet to level up for Jim ; Then if I'm spared I think I'll 'ave a bid, Wiv 'er that was Mariar Jones to take the place of 'im, To sorter be a farther to 'is kid. 66 MILKING TIME THERE'S a drip of honeysuckle in the deep green lane; There's old Martin jogging homeward on his worn old wain ; There are cherry petals falling, and a cuckoo calling, calling, And a score of larks ( God bless 'em ) . . . . but it's all pain, pain. For you see I am not really there at all, not at all; For you see I'm in the trenches where the crump- crumps fall; And the bits o' shells are screaming and it's only blessed dreaming That in fancy I am seeming back in old Saint Pol. Oh! I've thought of it so often since I've come down here; And I never dreamt that any place could be so dear; 67 MILKING TIME The silvered whinstone houses, and the rosy men in blouses, And the kindly, white-capped women with their eyes spring-clear. And mother's sitting knitting where her roses climb, And the angelus is calling with a soft, soft chime, And the sea-wind comes caressing, and the light's a golden blessing, And Yvonne, Yvonne is guessing that it's milk- ing time. Oh! it's Sunday, for she's wearing of her 'broid- ered gown ; And she draws the pasture pickets and the cows come down ; And their feet are powdered yellow, and their voices honey-mellow, And they bring a scent of clover, and their eyes are brown. And Yvonne is dreaming after, but her eyes are blue; And her lips are made for laughter, and her white teeth, too ; And her mouth is like a cherry, and a dimple mocking merry Ts lurking in the very cheek she turns to you. 68 MILKING TIME So I walk beside her kindly, and she laughs at me; And I heap her arms with lilac from the lilac tree; And a golden light is welling, and a golden peace is dwelling, And a thousand birds are telling how it's good to be. And what are pouting lips for if they can't be kissed? And I've filled her arms with blossom so she can't resist ; And the cows are sadly straying, and her mother must be saying That Yvonne is long delaying. . . . God! How close that missed. A nice polite reminder that the Boche are nigh; That we're here to fight like devils, and if need be die ; That from kissing pretty wenches to the frantic firing-benches Of the battered, tattered trenches is a far, far cry. 69 MILKING TIME Yet still I'm sitting dreaming in the glare and grime, And once again I'm hearing of them church bells chime; And how I wonder whether in the golden summer weather We will fetch the cows together when it's milk- ing time ! . . . English voice, months later: ."Ow, Bill! A rottin' Frenchy. Whew! 'E ain't 'arf prime." 70 YOUNG FELLOW MY LAD " WHERE are you going, young fellow my lad, On this glittering morn of May?" '• I'm going to join the colours, dad; They're looking for men, they say." " But you're only a boy, young fellow my lad ; You aren't obliged to go." " I'm seventeen and a quarter, dad, And ever so strong, you know." ********** " So you're off to France, young fellow my lad, And you're looking so fit and bright." " I'm terribly sorry to leave you, dad, But I feel that I'm doing right." " God bless you and keep you, young fellow my lad, You're all of my life, you know." " Don't worry. I'll soon be back, dear dad, And I'm awfully proud to go." ****«****« " Why don't you write, young fellow my lad? I watch for the post each day ; 71 YOUNG FELLOW MY LAD And I miss you so, and I'm awfully sad, And it's months since you went away. And I've had the fire in the parlour lit, And I'm keeping it burning bright Till my boy comes home ; and here I sit Into the quiet night." " What is the matter, young fellow my lad? No letter again to-day. Why did the postman look so sad, And sigh as he turned away? I hear them tell that we've gained new ground, But a terrible price we've paid. God grant, my boy, that you're safe and sound; But Oh ! I'm afraid, afraid." " They've told me the truth, young fellow my lad : You'll never come back again ; (Oh God! the dreams and the dreams I've had, And the hopes I've nursed in vain!) For you passed in the night, young fellow my lad, And you proved in the cruel test Of the screaming shell and the battle-hell That my boy was one of the best." 72 YOUNG FELLOW MY LAD " So you'll live, you'll live, young fellow my lad, In the gleam of the evening star, In the wood note wild and the laugh of the child. In all sweet things that are. And you'll never die, my wonderful boy, While life is noble and true, For all our beauty and peace and joy We will owe to our lads like you." 73 A SONG OF THE SANDBAGS No, Bill, I'm not a-spooning out no patriotic- tosh, (The cove behind the sandbags ain't a death- or-glory cuss) ; And though I strafes 'em good and 'ard I doesn't 'ate the Boche,— I guess they're mostly decent, just the same as most of us. I guess they loves their 'omes and kids as much as you or me, And just the same as you or me they'd rather shake than fight ; And if we'd 'appened to be born at Berlin-on- the-Spree, We'd be out there with 'Ans and Fritz, dead sure that we was right. A-standin' up to the sandbags It's funny the thoughts wot come ; Starin' into the darkness, 'Earin' the bullets >um; 74 A SONG OF THE SANDBAGS (Zing! Zip! Ping! Rip! 'Ark 'ow the bullets 'urn!} A-leanin' against the sandbags Wiv me rifle under me ear, Oh ! I've 'ad more thoughts on a sentry-go Than I used to 'ave in a year. I wonder, Bill, if 'Ans and Fritz is wonderin' like me Wot's at the bottom of it all? Wot all the slaughter's for? 'E thinks 'e's right (of course 'e ain't), but this we both agree, If them as made it 'ad to fight there wouldn't be no war. If them as lies in feather beds while we kips in the mud, If them as makes their fortoons while we fights for 'em like 'ell, If them as slings their pots of ink just 'ad to sling their blood : By Crust ! I'm thinkin' there'd be another tale to tell. Shiverin' up to the sandbags, With a hicicle 'stead of a spine, Don't it seem funny the things you think 'Ere in the firin' line : 75 A SONG OF THE SANDBAGS (Wee! Whut! Zizl Zut! Lord! 'Ow the bullets whine!} Hunkerin' down when a star-shell Cracks in a sputter of light, You can jaw to yer soul by the sandbags Most any old time o' night. They talks of England's glory and a-'oldin' of our trade. Of Empire and 'igh destiny until we're fair flim-flammed ; But if it's for the likes o' that that bloody war is made, Then wot I say is : Empire and 'igh destiny be damned ! There's only one good cause, Bill, for poor blokes like us to fight : That's self-defence, for 'earth and 'ome, and them that bears our name ; And that's wot I'm a-doin' by the sandbags 'ere to-night. . . . But Fritz out there will tell you 'e's a-doin' of the same. Starin' over the sandbags, Sick of the 'ole dam thing; Firm' to keep meself awake, 'Earin' the bullets sing. 76 A SONG OF THE SANDBAGS (Hiss! Twang! Tsing! Pang! Saucy the bullets sing. ) Dreamin' 'ere by the sandbags Of a day when war will cease, When 'Ans and Fritz and Bill and me Will clink our mugs in fraternity, And the Brotherhood of Labour will be The Brotherhood of Peace. ON THE WIRE OH God ! take the sun from the sky ! It's burning me, scorching me up. God, can't You hear my cry? Water! A poor, little cup! It's laughing, the cursed sun ! See how it swells and swells Fierce as a hundred hells ! God, will it never have done? It's searing the flesh on my bones ; It's beating with hammers red My eyeballs into my head ; It's parching my very moans. See ! it's the size of the sky, And the sky is a torrent of fire Foaming on me as I lie Here on the wire . . . the wire. . Of the thousands that wheeze and hum Heedlessly over my head, Why can't a bullet come, Pierce to my brain instead ; 78 ON THE WIRE Blacken forever my brain, Finish forever my pain? Here in the hellish glare Why must I suffer so? Is it God doesn't care? Is it God doesn't know? Oh ! to be killed outright, Clean in the clash of the fight ! That is a golden death, That is a boon, but this. . . . Drawing an anguished breath Under a hot abyss, Under a stooping sky Of seething, sulphurous fire, Scorching me up as I lie Here on the wire the wire. Hasten, Oh God ! Thy night ! Hide from my eyes the sight Of the body I stare and see Shattered so hideously. I can't believe that it's mine. My body was white and sweet, Flawless and fair and fine, Shapeless from head to feet ; 79 ON THE WIRE Oh, no, I can never be The thing of horror I see Under the rifle fire, Trussed on the wire . . . the wire. Of night and of death I dream, Night that will bring me peace, Coolness and starry gleam, Stillness and death's release; Ages and ages have passed,— Lo! it is night at last. Night ! but the guns roar out ; Night ! but the hosts attack. Red and yellow and black, Geysers of doom upspout. Silver and green and red, Star-shells hover and spread. Yonder off to the right Fiercely kindles the fight ; Roaring near and more near, Thundering now in my ear ; Close to me, close. . . . Oh, hark ! Someone moans in the dark. I hear, but I cannot see; I hear as the rest retire, Someone is caught like me, Caught on the wire . . . the wire. 80 ON THE WIRE Again the shuddering dawn, Weird and wicked and wan ; Again, and I've not yet gone, The man whom I heard is dead. Now I can understand : A bullet hole in his head, A pistol gripped in his hand. Well, he knew what to do — Yes, and now I know, too. . . . Hark, the resentful guns ! Oh how thankful am I To think my beloved ones Will never know how I die ! I've suffered more than my share ; I'm shattered beyond repair ; I've fought like a man the fight, And now I demand the right ( God ! how his fingers cling ! ) To do without shame this thing. Good ! there's a bullet still ; Now I'm ready to fire ; Blame me, God, if You will, Here on the wire . . the wire. 81 BILL'S GRAVE FM gatherin' flowers by the wayside to lay on the grave of Bill ; I've sneaked away from the billet, 'cause Jim wouldn't understand ; 'E'd call me a silly fat'ead, and larf till it made 'im ill, , To see me 'ere in the cornfield, wiv a big bookay in me 'and. For Jim and me we are rough 'uns, but Bill was one o' the best; We 'listed and learned together to larf at the wust wot comes; Then Bill copped a packet proper, and took 'is departure West, So sudden 'e 'adn't a minit to say good-bye to 'is chums. 82 BILL'S GRAVE And they took me to where 'e was planted, a sort of a measly mound ; And thinks I, 'ow Bill would be tickled, bein' so soft and queer. If I gathered a bunch o' them wild-flowers, and sort of arranged them round Like a kind of a bloody headpiece .... and that's the reason I'm here. But not for the love of glory I wouldn't 'ave Jim to know. 'E'd call me a slobberin' Cissy, and larf till 'is sides was sore ; I'd 'ave larfed at meself too, it isn't so long ago; But some'ow it changes a feller, 'avin' a taste o' war. It 'elps a man to be 'elpful, to know wot 'is pals is worth; (Them golden poppies is blazin' like lamps some fairy 'as lit) I'm fond o' them big white dysies. . . . Now, Jim's o' the salt o' the earth But 'e 'as got a tongue wot's a terror, and 'e ain't sentimental a bit. 83 BILL'S GRAVE I likes them blue chaps wot's 'idin' so shylike among the corn, Won't Bill be glad ! We was allus thicker >n thieves, us three. Why! 'oo's that singin' so 'earty? Jim! And as sure as I'm born 'E's there in the giddy corn-fields, a-gatherin' flowers like me. Quick! drop me posy be'ind me. I watches 'im for a while, Then I says : " Wot 'o, there, Chummy ! Wot price the little bookay?" And 'e starts like a bloke wot's guilty, and 'e says with a sheepish smile : " She's a bit of orl right, the widder wot keeps the estaminay." So 'e goes away in a 'urry, and I wishes 'im best o' luck, And I picks up me bunch o' wild-flowers, and the light's gettin' sorto dim When I makes me way to the boneyard, and . . . . I stares like a man wot's stuck, For wot do I see? Bill's grave-mound strewn with the flowers of Jim. 84 BILL'S GRAVE Of course I won't never tell 'im, bein' a tactical lad; And Jim parley- voos to the widder : " Trez beans, laruoor; compree?" Oh, 'e'd die of shame if 'e knew I knew; but say! won't Bill be glad When 'e stares through the bleedin' clods and sees the blossoms of Jim and me? 85 JEAN DESPREZ OH ye whose hearts are resonant, and ring to War's romance, Hear ye the story of a boy, a peasant boy of France ; A lad uncouth and warped with toil, yet who, when trial came, Could feel within his soul upleap and soar the sacred flame ; Could stand upright, and scorn and smite, as only heroes may : Oh, harken ! Let me try to tell the tale of Jean Desprez. With fire and sword the Teuton horde was ravag- ing the land, And there was darkness and despair, grim death on every hand ; Red fields of slaughter sloping down to ruin's black abyss ; The wolves of war ran evil-fanged, and little did they miss. 86 JEAN DESPREZ And on they came with fear and flame, to burn and loot and slay, Until they reached the red-roofed croft, the home of Jean Desprez. " Rout out the village, one and all !" the Uhlan Captain said. "Behold! Some hand has fired a shot. My trumpeter is dead. Now shall they Prussian vengeance know; now shall they rue the day, For by this sacred German slain, ten of these dogs shall pay." They drove the cowering peasants forth, women and babes and men, And from the last, with many a jeer the Cap- tain chose he ten ; Ten simple peasants, bowed with toil ; they stood, they knew not why Against the grey wall of the church, hearing their children cry ; Rearing their wives and mothers wail, with faces dazed they stood. A moment only . . . Ready! Fire! They weltered in their blood. 87 JEAN DESPREZ But there was one who gazed unseen, who heard the frenzied cries, Who saw these men in sabots fall before their children's eyes ; A Zouave, wounded, in a ditch, and knowing death was nigh, He laughed with joy : " Ah ! here is where I settle ere I die." He clutched his rifle once again, and long he aimed and well . . . A shot! Beside his victims ten the Uhlan Cap- tain fell. They dragged the wounded Zouave out; their rage was like a flame. With bayonets they pinned him down, until their Major came. A blonde, full-blooded man he was, and arrogant of eye; He stared to see with shattered skull his favour- ite Captain lie. " Nay, do not finish him so quick, this foreign swine," he cried ; " Go nail him to the big church door : he shall be crucified." 88 JEAN DESPREZ With bayonets through hands and feet they nailed the Zouave there, And there was anguish in his eyes, and horror in his stare ; " Water ! A single drop !" he moaned ; but how they jeered at him, And mocked him with an empty cup, and saw his sight grow dim ; And as in agony of death with blood his lips were wet, The Prussian Major gaily laughed, and lit a cigarette. But 'mid the white-faced villagers who cowered in horror by, Was one who saw the woeful sight, who heard the woeful cry : " Water ! One little drop, I beg ! For love of Christ who died. . ." It was the little Jean Desprez who turned and stole aside ; It was the little bare-foot boy who came with cup abrim And walked up to the dying man, and gave the drink to him. 89 JEAN DESPREZ A roar of rage! They seize the boy; they tear him fast away. The Prussian Major swings around ; no longer is he gay. His teeth are wolfishly agleam ; his face all dark with spite : " Go, shoot the brat," he snarls, " that dare defy our Prussian might. Yet stay ! I have another thought. I'll kindly be, and spare ; Quick ! give the lad a rifle charged, and set him squarely there, And bid him shoot, and shoot to kill. Haste! Make him understand The dying dog he fain would save shall perish by his hand ; And all his kindred they shall see, and all shall curse his name, Who bought his life at such a cost, the price of death and shame." They brought the boy, wild-eyed with fear; they made him understand ; They stood him by the dying man, a rifle in his hand. 90 JEAN DESPREZ " Make haste !" said they ; " the time is short, and you must kill or die." The Major puffed his cigarette, amusement in his eye. And then the dying Zouave heard, and raised his weary head : " Shoot, son, 'twill be the best for both ; shoot swift and straight," he said ; " Fire first and last, and do not flinch, for lost to hope am I ; And I will murmur : ' Vive La France !' and bless you ere I die." Half -blind with blows the boy stood there; he seemed to swoon and sway ; Then in that moment woke the soul of little Jean Desprez. He saw the woods go sheening down; the larks were singing clear ; And oh the scents and sounds of Spring, how sweet they were ! how dear ! He felt the scent of new-mown hay, a soft breeze fanned his brow ; Oh God ! the paths of peace and toil ! How pre- cious were they now ! 91 JEAN DESPREZ The Summer days and Summer ways, how bright they were with bliss ! The Autumn such a dream of gold. . . . and all must end in this: This shining rifle in his hand, that shambles all around ; The Zouave there with dying glare; the blood upon the ground ; The brutal faces 'round him ringed, the evil eyes aflame ; That Prussian bully standing by, as if he watched a game. " Make haste and shoot," the Major sneered ; " a minute more I give ; A minute more to kill your friend, if you yourself would live." They only saw a barefoot boy, with blanched and twitching face; They did not see within his eyes the glory of his race; The glory of a million men who for fair France have died, Che splendour of self-sacrifice that will not be denied. 92 JEAN DESPREZ Yet ... he was but a peasant lad, and oh ! but life was sweet . . . " Your minute's nearly gone, my lad," he heard a voice repeat. " Shoot ! shoot !" the dying Zouave moaned ; " Shoot ! shoot !" the soldiers said : Then Jean Desprez reached out and shot . . . the Prussian Major dead. GOING HOME I'M goin' 'ome to Blighty — ain't I glad to 'ave the chance ! I'm loaded up wiv fightin', and I've 'ad my fill o' France ; I'm feelin' so excited like, I want to sing and dance, For I'm goin' 'ome to Blighty in the mawnin'. I'm goin' 'ome to Blighty : can you wonder as I'm gay? I've got a wound I wouldn't sell for 'alf a year o' pay; A harm that's mashed to jelly in the nicest sort o' way, For it takes me 'ome to Blighty in the mawnin'. 'Ow everlastin' keen I was on gettin' to the front ! I'd ginger for a dozen, and I 'elped to bear the brunt ; But Cheese and Crust ! I'm crazy, now I've done me little stunt, To sniff the air of Blighty in the mawnin'. 94 I've looked upon the wine that's white, and on the wine that's red ; I've looked on cider flowin', till it fairly turned me 'ead ; But oh ! the finest scoff will be, when all is done and said, A pint o' Bass in Blighty in the mawnin' ! I'm goin' back to Blighty, which 1 left to strafe the 'Un ; I've fought in bloody battles, and I've 'ad a 'eap of fun; But now me flipper's busted, and I think me dooty's done, And I'll kiss me gel in Blighty in the mawnin'. Oh, there be furrin lands to see, and some of 'em be fine; And there be furrin gels to kiss, and scented furrin wine ; But there's no land like England, and no other gel like mine : Thank Gawd for dear old Blighty in the mawnin'. 95 COCOTTE WHEN a girl's sixteen, and as poor as she's pretty, And she hasn't a friend and she hasn't a home, Heigh-ho ! She's as safe in Paris city As a lamb night-strayed where the wild wolves roam; And that was I. Oh ! it's seven years now ; ( Some water's run down the Seine since then ) , And I've almost forgotten the pangs and the tears now, And I've almost taken the measure of men. Oh ! I found me a lover who loved me only, Artist and poet and almost a boy. And my heart was bruised, and my life was lonely, And him I adored with a wonderful joy. If he'd come to me with his pockets empty, How we'd have laughed in a garret gay ! But he was rich and in radiant plenty We lived in a villa at Viroflay. 96 COCOTTE Then came the War, and of bliss bereft me ; Then came the call, and he went away ; All that he had in the world he left me, With the rose-wreathed villa at Viroflay. Then came the news and the tragic story : My hero, my splendid lover, was dead, Sword in hand on the field of glory, And he died with my name on his lips, they said. So here am I in my widow's mourning, The weeds I've really no right to wear ; And women fix me with eyes of scorning, Call me " cocotte," but I do not care. And men look at me with eyes that borrow The brightness of love, but I turn away ; Alone, say I, I will live with Sorrow, In my little villa at Viroflay. And lo ! I'm living alone with — Pity, And they say that pity from love's not far ; Let me tell you all : Last week in the city I took the Metro, at Saint Lazare ; And the carriage was crowded to overflowing, And when there entered at Chateaudun Two wounded poilus with medals showing, I eagerly gave my seat to one. 7 97 COCOTTE You should have seen them : they'd slipped death's clutches, But sadder a sight you will rarely find ; One had a leg off and walked on crutches, The other, a bit of a boy, was blind. And they both sat down, and the lad was trying To grope his way as a blind man tries ; And half of the women around were crying, And some of the men had tears in their eyes. How he stirred me, this blind boy, clinging Just like a child to his crippled chum. But I did not cry. Oh, no ! a singing Came to my heart for a year so dumb. Then I knew that at three-and-twenty There is wonderful work to be done, Comfort and kindness and joy in plenty, Peace and light and love to be won. Oh, thought I, could mine eyes be given To one who will live in the dark alway ! To'love and to serve — 'twould make life Heaven Here in my villa at Viroflay. So I left my poilus : and now you wonder Why to-day I am so elate. . ' . . Look ! In the glory of sunshine yonder They're bringing my blind boy in at the gate. 98 MY BAY'NIT WHEN first I left Blighty they gave ine a bay'nit And told me it 'ad to be smothered wiv gore ; But Blimey ! I 'aven't been able to stain it, So far as I've gone, wiv the vintage of war. For ain't it a fraud! when a Boche and yours truly Gits into a mix in the grit and the grime, He jerks up 'is 'ands wiv a yell and Vs duly Part of me outfit every time. Left, right, Hans and Fritz ! Goose step, keep up yer mits ! Oh my ! ain't it a shy me? Part of me outfit every time. 99 MY BAY'NIT At toasting a biscuit me bay'nit's a dandy ; I've used it to open a bully beef can ; For pokin' the fire it conies in werry 'andy ; For any old thing but for stickin' a man. 'Ow often I've said : " 'Ere, I'm goin' to press you Into a 'Un till you're seasoned for prime ; And fiercely I rushes to do it, but bless you ! Part of me outfit every time. Lor', yus, don't they look glad ! Eight O ! 'Owl Kamerad ! Oh my ! always the syme, Part of me outfit every time. I'm 'untin' for someone to christen me bay 'nit, Some nice juicy Chewton wot's fightin' in France ; I'm fairly down'earted ; 'ow can yer explain it? I keeps gettin' prisoners every chance. As soon as they sees me they ups and surrenders, Extended like monkeys wot's tryin' to climb ; And I uses me bay'nit — to slit their suspenders : Part of me outfit every time. Four 'Uns ; lor', wot a bag ! 'Ere, Fritz, sample a fag ! Oh my ! ain't it a gyme ! Part of me outfit every time. 100 CARRY ON IT'S easy to fight when everything's right, And you're mad with the thrill and the glory ; It's easy to cheer when victory's near, And wallow in fields that are gory. It's a different song when everything's wrong, When you're feeling infernally mortal ; When it's ten against one, and hope there is none, Buck up, little soldier, and chortle : Carry on ! Carry on ! There isn't much punch in your blow. You're glaring and staring and hitting out blind ; You're muddy and bloody, but never you mind ; Carry on ! Carry on ! You haven't the ghost of a show ; It's looking like death, but while you've a breath, Carry on, my son ! Carry on ! 101 CARRY ON And so in the strife of the battle of life, It's easy to fight when you're winning ; It's easy to slave and starve and be brave When the dawn of success is beginning ; But the man who can meet despair and defeat With a cheer — there's the man of God's choos- ing; The man who can fight to Heaven's own height Is the man who can fight when he's losing. Carry on ! Carry on ! Things never were looming so black. But show that you haven't a cowardly streak, And though you're unlucky you never are weak ; Carry on ! Carry on ! Brace up for another attack. It's looking like hell, but — you never can tell — Carry on, old man ! Carry on ! There are some who drift out in the deserts of doubt, . And some who in brutishness wallow ; There are others I know who in piety go Because of a Heaven to follow. 102 CARRY ON But to labour with zest and to give of your best, For the sweetness and joy of the giving, To help folks along with a hand and a song : Why, there's the real sunshine of living. Carry on ! Carry on ! Fight the good fight and true. Believe in your mission, greet life with a cheer; There's big work to do, and that's why you are here. Carry on ! Carry on ! Let the world be the better for you ; And at last when you die, let this be your cry: Carry on, my soul ! Carry on ! 103 OVER THE PARAPET ALL day long when the shells sail over I stand at the sandbags and take my chance ; But at night, at night I'm a reckless rover, And over the parapet gleams Romance. Romance ! Romance ! How I've dreamed it, writ- ing Dreary old records of money and mart, Me with my head chuckful of fighting And the blood of vikings to thrill my heart. But little I thought that my time was coming, Sudden and 'splendid, supreme and soon. And here I am with the bullets humming As I crawl and I curse the light of the moon. Out alone, for adventure thirsting, Out in mysterious No Man's Land ; Prone with the dead when a star-shell bursting, Flares on the horrors on every hand. 104 OVER THE PARAPET There are ruby stars and they drip and wiggle, And the grasses gleam in a light blood-red ; There are emerald stars, and their tails they wriggle, And ghastly they glare on the face of the dead. But the worst of all are the stars of whiteness, That spill in a pool of pearly flame, Pretty as gems in their silver brightness, And etching a man for a bullet's aim. Yet oh ! it's great to be here with danger, Here in the weird, death-pregnant dark, In the devil's pasture a stealthy ranger, When the moon is decently hiding. Hark ! What was that? Was it just the shiver Of an eerie wind or a clammy hand? The rustle of grass, or the passing quiver Of one of the ghosts of No Man's Land? It's only at night when the ghosts awaken, And gibber and whisper horrible things ; For to every foot of this God- forsaken Zone of jeopard some horror clings. Ugh! What was that? It felt like a jelly, That flattish mound in the noisome grass ; You three big rats running free of its belly, Out of my way and let me pass ! 105 OVER THE PARAPET But if there's horror, there's beauty, wonder ; The trench lights gleam and the rockets play. That flood of magnificent orange yonder Is a battery blazing miles away. With a rush and a singing a great shell passes ; The rifles resentfully bicker and brawl, And here I crouch in the dew-drenched grasses, And look and listen and love it all. God ! What a life ! But I must make haste now, Before the shadow of night be spent. It's little the time there is to waste now, If I'd do the job for which I was sent. My bombs are right and my clippers ready, And I wriggle out to the chosen place, When I hear a rustle. . . . Steady ! . . . . Steady ! Who am I staring slap in the face? There in the dark I can hear him breathing, A foot away, and as still as death ; And my heart beats hard, and my brain is seeth- ing, And I know he's a Hun by the smell of his breath. 106 OVER THE PARAPET Then " Will you surrender?" I whisper hoarsely, For it's death, swift death to utter a cry. " English Schivein-hund!" he murmurs coarsely. " Then we'll fight it out in the dark," say I. * So we grip and we slip and we trip and wrestle There in the gutter of No Man's Land; And I feel my nails in his wind-pipe nestle, And he tries to gouge, but I bite his hand. And he tries to squeal, but I squeeze him tighter : " Now," I say, " I can kill you fine ; But tell me first, you Teutonic blighter ! Have you any children?" He answers : " Nein." Nine! Well, I cannot kill such a father, So I tie his hands and I leave him there. Do I finish my little job? Well, rather; And I get home safe with some light to spare. Heigh-ho ! by day it's just prosy duty, Doing the same old song and dance; But oh ! with the night — joy, glory, beauty ; Over the parapet — Life, Romance. 107 THE BALLAD OF SOULFUL SAM You want me to tell you a story, a yarn of the firm' line, Of our thin, red-kharki 'eroes, out there where the bullets whine ; Out there where the bombs are bustin', and the cannons like 'ell-doors slam- Just order another drink, boys, and I'll tell you of Soulful Sam. Oh, Sam, he was never 'ilarious, though I've 'ad some mates as was wus ; He 'adn't C.B. on his programme, he never was known to cuss. For a card or a skirt or a beer-mug he 'adn't a friendly word, But when it came down to Scriptures, say ! wasn't he just a bird ! 108 THE BALLAD OF SOULFUL SAM He always 'ad tracts in his pocket, the which he would haste to present, And though the fellers would use them in ways that they never was meant, I used to read 'em religious, and frequent I've been impressed By some of them bundles of 'oly dope he carried around in his vest. For I — and oh ! 'ow I shudder at the 'orror the word conveys !— 'Ave been — let me whisper it 'oarsely — a gambler 'alf of me days ; A gambler, you 'ear — a gambler. It makes me wishful to weep, And yet 'ow it's true, my brethren — I'd rather gamble than sleep. I've gambled the 'ole world over, from Monte Carlo to Maine; From Dawson City to Dover, from San Francisco to Spain. Cards! They 'ave been me ruin, they've taken me pride and me pelf, And when I'd no one to play with, why, I'd go and I'd play by meself. 109 THE BALLAD OF SOULFUL SAM And Sam 'e would sit and watch me, as I shuffled a greasy deck, And Vd say : " You're bound to Perdition," and I'd answer : " Git off me neck." And that's 'ow we came to get friendly, though built on a different plan, Me wot's a desprite gambler, 'im sich a good young man. But on to me tale. Just imagine. . . . Dark- ness! The battle-front! The furious 'Uns attackin'! Us ones a-bearin' the brunt ! Me crouchin' be'ind a sandbag, tryin' 'ard to keep calm, When I 'ears someone singin' a 'ymn toon; — behold ! it is Soulful Sam. Yes, right in the crash of the combat, in the fury of flash and flame, 'E was shootin' and singin' serenely as if 'e enjoyed the same ; And there in the 'eat of the battle, as the 'ordes of demons attacked, He dipped down into 'is tunic, and 'e 'anded me out a tract. 110 THE BALLAD OF SOULFUL SAM Then a star-shell flared, and I read it : " Oh ! flee from the wrath to come !" Nice cheerful subject, I tell yer, when you're 'earin' the bullets 'urn. Then before I 'ad time to thank 'im, just one of them bits of lead Comes slingin' along in a 'urry, and it 'its my partner. . . . Dead? No, siree ! Not by a long sight ! For it plugged 'im 'ard on the chest, Just where 'e'd tracts for a harmy corps stowed away in 'is vest. On its mission of death that bullet 'ustled along and it caved A 'ole in them tracts to 'is 'ide, boys — but the life o' me pal was saved. And there as 'e showed me in triumph, and 'orror was chokin' me breath, On came another bullet on its 'orrible mission of death ; On through the night it cavorted, seekin' its 'aven of rest, And it zipped through a crack in the sandbags, and it wolloped me bang on the breast. Ill THE BALLAD OF SOULFUL SAM Was I killed, do you ask? Oh no, boys. Why am I sittin' 'ere, Gazin' with mournful vision at a mug long empty of beer? With a throat as dry as a— Oh, thanky! I don't much mind if I do. Beer with a dash of 'Ollands, that's my particu- lar brew. Oh, that was a terrible moment. It 'ammered me 'ard o'er the 'eart. It bowled me down like a nine-pin, and I looked for the blood to start. And I saw in the flash of a moment, in that thun- der of hate and strife, Me wretched past like a pitchur, the sins of a gambler's life. For I 'ad no tracts to save me, to thwart that mad missile's doom ; I 'ad no pious pamphlets to 'elp me to cheat the tomb; I 'ad no 'oly leaflets to baffle a bullet's aim ; I'd only — a deck of cards, boys, but .... it seemed to do just the same. 112 ONLY A BOCHE WE brought him in from between the lines ; we'd better have let him lie ; For what's the use of risking one's skin for a type that's going to die? Whan s the use of tearing him loose under a gruelling fire, When he's shot in the head, and worse than dead, and all messed up on the wire? However, I say, we brought him in. Diable! The mud was bad ; The trench was crooked and greasy and high, and oh ! what a time we had ! And often we slipped, and often we tripped, but never he made a moan ; And how we were wet with blood and with sweat, but we carried him in like our own. Now there he lies in the dug-out dim, awaiting the ambulance, And the doctor shrugs his shoulders at him, and remarks, " He hasn't a chance." 8 113 ONLY A BOCHE And we squat and smoke at our game of bridge on the glistening, straw-packed floor. And above our oaths we can hear his breath deep- drawn in a kind of snore. For the dressing station is long and low, and the candles gutter dim, And the mean light falls on the cold clay walls and our faces bristly and grim; And we flap our cards on the lousy straw, and we laugh and jibe as we play, And you'd never know that the cursed foe was less than a mile away. As we con our cards in the rancid gloom, oppressed by that snoring breath, You'd never dream that our broad roof-beam was swept by the broom of death. Heigh-ho ! My turn for the dummy hand ; I rise and I stretch a bit ; The fetid air is making me yawn, and my cigar- ette's unlit, So I go to the nearest candle flame, and the man we brought is there, And his face is white in the shabby light, and I stand at his feet and stare. 114 ONLY A BOCHE Stand for awhile, and quietly stare, for strange though it seems to be, The dying Boche on the stretcher there has a queer resemblance to me. It gives one a kind of turn, you know, to come on a thing like that, It's just as if I were lying there, with a turban of blood for a hat; Lying there in a coat grey-green instead of a coat grey-blue, With one of my eyes all shot away, and my brain half tumbling through; Lying there with a chest that heaves like a bel- lows up and down, And a cheek as white as snow on a grave, and lips that are coffee-brown. And confound him, too ! He wears like me on his finger a wedding ring, And around his neck, as around my own, by a greasy bit of string, A locket hangs with a woman's face, and I turn it about to see : Just as I thought .... on the other side the faces of children three; 115 ONLY A BOCHE Clustered together cherub-like, three little laugh- ing girls, With the usual tiny rosebud mouths and the usual silken curls. " Zut !" I say, " he has beaten me ; for me, I have only two," And I push the locket beneath his shirt, feeling a little blue. Oh ! it isn't cheerful to see a man, the marvellous work of God, Crushed in the mutilation mill, crushed to a smeary clod ; Oh! it isn't cheerful to hear him moan; but it, isn't that I mind ; It isn't the anguish that goes with him, it's the anguish he leaves behind ; For his going opens a tragic door that gives one a world of pain, And the death he dies, those who live and love, will die again and again. So here I am at my cards once more, but it's kind of spoiling my play, Thinking of those three brats of his so many a mile away. 116 ONLY A BOCHE War is war, and lie's only a Boche, and we all of us take our chance; But all the same I'll be mighty glad when I'm hearing the ambulance. One foe the less, but all the same I'm heartily glad I'm not The man who gave him his broken head, the sniper who fired the shot. No trumps you make it, I think you said? You'll pardon me if I err; For a moment I thought of other things — Mon Dieu! Quelle vache de guerre. 117 PILGRIMS FOR oh ! when the war will be over, We'll go and we'll look for our dead ; We'll go when the bee's on the clover, And the plume of the poppy is red ; We'll go when the year's at its gayest, When meadows are laughing with flow'rs ; And there where the crosses are grayest, We'll seek for the cross that is ours. For they cry to us : Friends, we are lonely, A-weary the night and the day; But come in the 'blossom-time only, Come when our graves will be gay: When daffodils all are a-blowing, And larks are a-thrilling the skies, Oh, come with the hearts of you glowing, And the joy of the Spring in your eyes. 118 PILGRIMS But never, oh! never come sighing, For ours was the Splendid Release; And oh! but 'twas joy in the dying To know we were winning you Peace. So come when the valleys are sheening, And fledged with the promise of grain; . And here where our graves will be greening, Just smile and be happy again. And so when the war will be over, We'll seek for the Wonderful One ; And maiden will look for her lover, And mother will look for her son ; And there will be end to our grieving, And gladness will gleam over loss, As — glory beyond all believing! — We point .... to a name on a cross. 119 MY PRISONER WE was in a crump-'ole, 'im and me ; Fightin' wiv our bayonets was we ; Fightin' 'ard as 'ell we was, Fightin' fierce as fire because It was 'im or me as must be downed ; 'E was twice as big as me ; I was 'arf the weight of 'e ; We was like a terryer and a 'ound. 'Struth ! But 'e was sich a 'andsome bloke. Me, I'm 'andsome as a chunk o' coke. Did I give it 'im? Not 'arf ! Why, it fairly made me laugh, 'Cos 'is bloomin' bellows wasn't sound. Couldn't fight for monkey-nuts, Soon I gets 'im in the guts, There 'e lies a-floppin' on the ground. 120 MY PRISONER In I goes to finish up the job. Quick 'e throws 'is 'ands above 'is nob; Speakin' English good as me : " 'Tain't no use to kill," says 'e; " Can't yer tyke me prisoner instead?" " Why, I'd like to, sir," says I ; " But — yer knows the reason why : If we pokes our noses out we're dead. " Sorry, sir. Then on the other 'and (As a gent like you must understand), If I 'olds you longer 'ere, Wiv yer pals so werry near, It's me 'oo'll 'ave a free trip to Berlin ; If I lets yer go away, Why, you'll fight another day : See the sitooation I am in. " Anyway, I'll tell you wot I'll do, Bein' kind and seein' as it's you, Knowin' 'ow it's cold, the feel Of a 'alf a yard o' steel, I'll let yer 'ave a rifle ball instead ; Now, jist think yerself in luck. . . . 'Ere, ol' man ! You keep 'em stuck, Them saucy dooks o' yours, above yer 'ead." 121 MY PRISONER 'Ow 'is mits shot up it made me smile. 'Ow 'e seemed to ponder for a while. Then 'e says : " It seems a shyme, Me, a man wot's known ter fyme : Give me blocks of stone, I'll give yer — gods. Whereas, pardon me, I'm sure You, my friend, are still obscure. . . ." " In war," says I, " that makes no blurry odds." Then says 'e : " I've painted picters too. . _. . Oh, dear God ! The work I planned to do, And to think this is the end !" " 'Ere," says I, " my hartist friend, Don't you give yerself no friskin' airs. Picters, statoos, is that why You should be let off to die? That the best ye done? Just say yer prayers." Once again 'e seems ter think awhile. Then 'e smiles a werry 'aughty smile : "Why, no, sir, it's not the best ; There's a locket next me breast, Picter of a gel 'oo's eyes are blue. That's the best I've done," says 'e ; " That's me darter, aged three. . . ." " Blimey !" says I, " I've a nipper too." 122 MY PRISONER Straight I chucks my rifle to one side ; Shows 'im wiv a lovin' father's pride, Me own little Mary Jane, Proud 'e shows me 'is Elaine, And we talks as friendly as can be ; Then I 'elps 'im on 'is way, 'Opes 'e's sife at 'ome to-day, Wonders — }ow would 'e ?ave treated me? 123 TRI-COLOUR Poppies, you try to tell me, glowing there in the wheat ; Poppies ! Ah no ! You mock me : it's blood, I tell you, it's blood. It's gleaming wet in the grasses, it's glist'ning warm in the wheat, It dabbles the ferns and the clover, it brims in an angry flood ; It leaps to the startled heavens, it smothers the sun, it cries With scarlet voices of triumph from blossom and bough and blade. See the bright horror of it! It's roaring out of the skies, And the whole red world is a-welter. ... Oh God ! I'm afraid, I'm afraid. Cornflowers, you say, just cornflowers, gemming the golden grain ; Ah, no ! You can't deceive me. Can't I believe my eyes? 124 TRI-COLOUR Look ! It's the dead, my comrades, stark on the dreadful plain, All in their dark-blue blouses, staring up at the skies. Comrades of canteen laughter, dumb in the yel- low wheat, See how they sprawl and huddle! See how their brows are white ! Goaded on to the shambles, there in death and defeat. . . . Father of Pity, hide them ! Hasten, O God, Thy night ! Lilies (the light is waning), only lilies, you say, Nestling and softly shining there where the spear-grass waves. No, my friend, I know better ; brighter I see than day: It's the poor little wooden crosses over their quiet graves. Oh, how they're gleaming, gleaming ! See ! Each cross has a crown. Yes, it's true, I am dying, — little will be the loss. . . . Darkness. . . . but look ! In Heaven, a light, and it's shining down. . . . God's accolade! Lift me up, friends. I'm going to win — my Cross. 125 A POT OF TEA You make it in your mess-tin by the brazier's rosy gleam ; You watch it cloud, then settle amber clear ; You lift it with your bay'nit, and you sniff the fragrant steam, The very breath of it is ripe with cheer. You're awful cold and dirty, and a-cursing of your lot; You scoff the blushin' 'alf of it, so rich and rip- ping hot ; It bucks you up like any think, just seems to touch the spot : God bless the man that first discovered Tea. Since I came out to fight in France (which ain't the other day), I think I've drunk enough to float a barge ; All kinds of fancy foreign dope, from caffy and doo lay, To rum they serves you out before a charge : 126 A POT OF TEA In back rooms of estaminays I've gurgled pints of cham ; I've swilled down mugs of cider till I've felt a bloomin' dam ; But s'truth ! they all ain't in it with the vintage of Assam ; God bless the man that first invented Tea. I think them lazy lumps o' gods wot kips on asphodel Swigs nectar that's a flavour of Oolong; I only wish them sons o' guns a-grillin' down in 'ell Could have their daily ration of Suchong. Hurrah ! I'm off to battle, which is 'ell and 'eaven too; And if I don't give some poor bloke a sexton's job to do, To-night by Fritz's campfire won't I 'ave a gorge- ous brew, (For fightin' mustn't interfere with Tea). To-night we'll all be telling of the Boches that we slew, As we drink the giddy victory in Tea. 127 THE REVELATION The same old sprint in the morning, boys, to the same old din and smut; Chained all day to the same old desk, down in the same old rut; Posting the same old greasy books, catching the same old train: Oh, how will I manage to stick it all, if I ever get back again? We've bidden good-bye to life in a cage, we're fin- ished with pushing a pen ; They're pumping us full of bellicose rage, they're showing us how to be men ; We're only beginning to find ourselves; we're wonders of brawn and thew ; But when we go back to our Cissy jobs, Oh! what are we going to do? 128 THE REVELATION For shoulders curved with the counter stoop will be carried erect and square, And faces white from the office light will be bronzed by the open air ; And we'll walk with the stride of a new-born pride, with a new-found joy in our eyes, Scornful men who have diced with death under the naked skies. And when we get back to the dreary grind, and the bald-headed boss's call, Don't you think that the dingy window-blind, and the dingier office wall Will suddenly melt to a vision of spaee, of violent, flame-scarred night? Then . . . Oh! the joy of the danger-thrill, and oh ! the roar of the fight ! Don't you think as we peddle a card of pins the counter will fade away, And again we'll be seeing the sand-bag rims, and the barb- wire's misty grey? As a flat voice asks for a pound of tea don't you fancy we'll hear instead The night-wind moan and the soothing drone of the packet that's overhead. 9 129 THE REVELATION Don't you guess that the things we're seeing now will haunt us through all the years ; Heaven and hell rolled into one, glory and blood and tears ; Life's pattern picked with a scarlet thread, where once we wove with a grey, To remind us all how we played our part in the shock of an epic day. Oh, we're booked for the Great Adventure now, we're pledged to the Real Romance ; We'll find ourselves or we'll lose ourselves some- where in giddy old France. We'll know the zest of the fighter's life ; the best that we have we'll give, We'll hunger and thirst ; we'll die, . . . but first — we'll live, by the gods, we'll live ! We'll breathe free air and we'll bivouac under the starry sky ; We'll march with men, and we'll fight with men, and we'll see men laugh and die ; We'll know such joy as we never dreamed ; we'll fathom the deeps of pain ; But the hardest bit of it all will be — when we come back home again. 130 THE REVELATION For some of us smirk in a chiffon shop, and some of us teach in a school; $ome of us help loith the seat of our pants to polish an office stool; The merits of somebody's soap or jam some of us seek to explain, But all of us wonder what we'll do when we have to go back again. 131 GRAND-PERE AND so when he reached my bed The General made a stand : " My brave young fellow," he said, " I would shake your hand." So I lifted my arm, the right, With never a hand at all ; Only a stump, a sight Fit to appal. " Well, well. Now that's too bad ! That's sorrowful luck," he said ; " But there ! You give me, my lad, The left instead." So from under the blanket's rim I raised and showed him the other, A snag as ugly and grim As its ugly brother. 132 GRAND-PERE He looked at each jagged wrist, He looked, but he did not speak ; And then he bent down and kissed Me on either cheek. You wonder now I don't mind I hadn't a hand to offer ; They tell me (you know I'm blind) 'Twas Grand-pere Joffre. 133 SON HE hurried away, young heart of joy, under our Devon sky ! And I watched him go, my beautiful boy, and a wary woman was I. For my hair is grey, and his was gold; he'd the best of his life to live, And I'd loved him so, and I'm old, Fm old, and he's all I had to give. i Ah yes, he was proud and swift and gay ; but oh ! how my eyes were dim ! With the sun in his heart he went away, but he took the sun with him. For look! How the leaves are falling now, and the Winter won't be long . . . Oh! boy, my boy with the sunny brow, and the lips of love and of song ! 134 SON How we used to sit at the day's sweet end, we two by the firelight's gleam ; And we'd drift to the Valley of Let's Pretend, on the Bountiful River of Dream. Oh, dear little heart ! All wealth untold would I gladly, gladly pay Could I just for a moment closely hold that golden head to my grey. For I gaze in the fire, and I'm seeing there a child, and he waves to me ; And I run and I hold him up in the air, and he laughs and shouts with glee ; A little bundle of love and mirth, crying : " Come, Mumsie dear !" Ah me ! If he called from the ends of the earth I know that my heart would hear. Yet the thought comes thrilling through all my pain: how worthier could he die? Yea, a loss like that is a glorious gain, and pitiful proud am I. For Peace must be bought with blood and tears, and the boys of our hearts must pay ; And so in our joy of the after years, let us bless them every day. 135 SON And though I know there's a hasty grave with a poor little cross at its head, And the gold of his youth he so gladly gave, yet to me he'll never be dead. And the sun in my Devon lane will be gay, and my boy will be with me still, So I'm finding the heart to smile and say : " Oh God, if it be Thy will!" 136 THE BLACK DUDEEN Humping it here in the dug-out, Sucking me black dudeen, I'd like to say, in a general way, There's nothing like Nicky teen; There's nothing like Nickyteen, my boys, Be it pipes or snipes or cigars; So be sure that a bloke Has plenty to smoke , If you wants him to fight your wars. When I've eat my fill and my belt is snug, I begin to think of my baccy plug ; I whittle a fill in my horny palm, And the bowl of me old clay pipe I cram. I trim the edges, I tamp it down, I nurse a light with an anxious frown ; I begin to draw, and my cheeks tuck in, And all my face is a blissful grin : And up in a cloud the good smoke goes, And the good pipe glimmers and fades and glows ; 137 THE BLACK DUDEEN In its throat it chuckles a cheery song, For I likes it hot and I likes it strong. Oh ! it's good is grub when you're feeling hollow, But the best of a meal's the smoke to follow. There was Micky and me on a night patrol, Having to hide in a fizz-bang hole ; And sure I thought I was worse than dead, Wi' them crump-crumps hustlin' over me head. Sure I thought 'twas the dirty spot, Hammer and tongs till the air was hot. And, mind you, water up to your knees. And cold ! A monkey of brass would freeze. And if we ventured our noses out A " type-writer " clattered its pills about. The Field of Glory ! Well, I don't think ! I'd sooner be safe and snug in clink. Then Micky, he goes and he cops one bad, ( He always was having ill luck, poor lad ) . Says he : " Old chummy, I'm booked right through ; Death and me 'as a wrongday-voo. But . . . 'aven't you got a pinch of shag? I'd sell me perishin' soul for a fag." And there he shivered and cussed his luck, So I gave him me old black pipe to suck. 138 THE BLACK DUDEEN And he heaves a sigh, and he takes to it Like a babby takes to his mammy's tit ; Like an infant takes to his mother's breast, Poor little Micky ! he went to rest. But the dawn was near, though the night was black, So I left him there and I started back. And I laughed as the silly old bullets came, For the bullet ain't made wot's got me name. Yet some of 'em buzzed onhealthily near, And one little blighter just chipped me ear. But there ! I got to the trench all right, When sudden I jumped wi' a start o' fright, And a word that doesn't look well in type : I'd clean forgotten me old clay pipe. So I had to do it all over again, Crawling out on that filthy plain. Through shells and bombs and bullets and all — Only this time I do not crawl. I run like a man wot's missing a train, Or a tom-cat caught in a plump of rain. I hear the spit of a quick-fire gun Tickle my heels, but I run, I run, Through crash and crackle, and flicker and flame, ( Oh ! the packet ain't issued wot's got me name ! ) 139 THE BLACK DUDEEN I run like a man that's no ideer Of hunting around for a sooveneer. I run bang into a German chap, And he stares like an owl, so I bash his map. And just to show him that I'm his boss, I gives him a kick on the parados ; And I marches him back with me all serene, Wiv, tucked in me gub, me old dudeen. Sitting here in the trenches Me heart's a-splittin' with spleen, For a parcel o' lead comes missing me head, But it smashes me old dudeen. God blast that red-headed sniper! I'll give him something to snipe; Before the war's through Just see how I do That blighter that smashed me pipe. 140 THE LITTLE PIOU-PIOU OH ! some of us lolled in the chateau, And some of us slinked in the slum ; But now we are here with a song and a cheer To serve at the sign of the drum. They put us in trousers of scarlet, Tn big sloppy ulsters of blue ; In boots that are flat, a box of a hat, And they call us the little piou-piou, Piou-piou, The laughing and quaffing piou-piou, The swinging and singing piou-piou ; And so with a rattle we march to the battle, The weary but cheery piou-piou. Encore un petit verre de vin. Pour nous mettre en route; Encore un petit verre de vin Pour nous mettre en train. 141 THE LITTLE PIOU-PIOU They drive us head-on for the slaughter ; We haven't got much of a chance ; The issue looks bad, but we're awfully glad To battle and die for La France. For some must be killed, that is certain ; There's only one's duty to do ; So we leap to the fray in the glorious way They expect of the little piou-piou. En avant! The way of the gallant piou-piou, The dashing and smashing piou-piou ; The way grim and gory that leads us to glory Is the way of the little piou-piou. Allans enfant 8 de la Patrie, Le jour de gloire est arrive. To-day you would scarce recognize us, Such veterans war- wise are we ; So grimy and hard, so calloused and scarred, So " crummy," yet gay as can be. We've finished with trousers of scarlet, They're giving us breeches of blue, With a helmet instead of a cap on our head, — Yet still we're the little piou-piou. Nous les aurons! 142 THE LITTLE PIOU-PIOU The jesting, unresting piou-piou, The cheering, unfearing piou-piou ; The keep-your-head-level and fight-like-the-devil, The dying, defying piou-piou. A la bayonette! Jusqu'a la mort! Sonnez la charge, clairons! 143 BILL THE BOMBER ( THE poppies gleamed like bloody pools through cotton- woolly mist; The Captain kept a-lookin' at the watch upon his wrist ; And there we smoked and squatted, as we watched the shrapnel flame; 'Twas wonnerful, I'm tellin' you, how fast them bullets came. 'Twas weary work the waiting, though ; I tried to sleep a wink, For waitin' means a-thinkin', and it doesn't do to think. So I closed my eyes a little, and I had a niceish dream Of a-standin' by a dresser with a dish of Devon cream ; But I hadn't time to sample it, for sudden-like I woke; "Come on, me lads!" the Captain says, 'n I climbed out through the smoke. 144 BILL THE BOMBER We spread out in the open : it was like a bath of lead; But the boys they cheered and hollered fit to raise the bloody dead, Till a beastly bullet copped 'em, then they lay without a sound, And it's odd, — we didn't seem to 'eed them corpses on the ground. And I kept on thinkin', thinkin', as the bullets faster flew, How they picks the werry best men, and they lets the rotters through ; So indiscriminatin' like, they spares a man of sin, And a rare lad wots a husband and a father gets done in. And while havin' these reflections and advancin' on the run, A bullet biffs me shoulder, and says I : " That's number one." Well, it downed me for a jiffy, but I didn't lose me calm, For I knew that I was needed ; I'm a bomber, so I am. I 'ad lost me cap and rifle, but I "carried on" because I 'ad me bombs and knew that they was needed, so they was. 10 145 BILL THE BOMBER We didn't 'ave no singin' now, nor many men to cheer ; Maybe the shrapnel drowned 'em, crashin' out so werry near ; And the Maxims got us sideways, and the bullets faster flew, And I copped one on me flipper, and says I: " That's number two." I was pleased it was the left one, for I 'ad me bombs, ye see, And 'twas 'ard if they'd be wasted like, and all along o' me. And I'd lost me 'at and rifle — but I told you that before, So I packed me mit inside me coat and " carried on " once more. But the rumpus it was wicked, and the men were scarcer yet, And I felt me ginger goin', but me jaws I kinda set; And we passed the Boche first trenches, which was 'eapin' 'igh with dead, And we started for their second, which was fifty feet ahead, 146 BILL THE BOMBER When somethink like a 'ammer smashed me savage on the knee, And down I came all muck and blood. Says I : " That's number three." So there I lay all 'elpless like, and bloody sick at that, And worryin' like anythink, because I'd lost me 'at; And thinkin' of me missis, and the partin' words she said : " If you gets killed, write quick, ol' man, and tell me as you're dead." And lookin' at me bunch o' bombs, — that was the 'ardest blow, To think I'd never 'ave the chance to 'url them at the foe. And there was all our boys in front, a-fightin' there like mad, And me as could 'ave 'elped 'em wiv the lovely bombs I 'ad. And so I cussed and cussed, and then I struggled back again, Into that bit of battered trench, packed solid with its slain. 147 BILL THE BOMBER Now as I lay a-lyin' there and blastin' of me lot, And wishin' I could just dispose of all them bombs I'd got, I sees within the doorway of a shy, retirin' dug- out Six Boches all a-grinnin', and their Captain stuck 'is mug out ; And they 'ad a nice machine gun, and I twigged what they was at, And they fixed it on a tripod, and I watched 'em like a cat ; And they got it in position, and they seemed so werry glad, Like they'd got us in a death-trap, which, con- demn their souls ! they 'ad : For there our boys was fightin' fifty yards in front, and 'ere This lousy bunch of Boches they 'ad got us in the rear. Oh ! it set me blood a-boilin' and I quite forgot me pain; So I started crawlin', crawlin' over all them mounds of slain ; 148 BILL THE BOMBER And them barstards was so busy like they 'ad no eyes for me, And me bleedin' leg was draggin', but me right arm it was free . . . And now they 'ave it all in shape, and swingin' sweet and clear, And now they're all excited like, but — I am drawin' near; And now they 'ave it loaded up, and now they're takin' aim . . . Rat-tat-tat-tat ! Oh here, says I, is where I join the game. And my right arm it goes swingin', and a bomb it goes a-slingin', And that "typewriter" goes wingin' in a thun- derbolt of flame. Then those Boches, wot was left of them, they tumbled down their 'ole, And up I climbed a mound of dead, and down on them I stole. And oh ! that blessed moment when I heard their frightened yell, And I laughed down in that dug-out, ere I bombed their souls to hell ! 149 BILL THE BOMBER And now I'm in the hospital, surprised that I'm alive. We started out a thousand men, we came back thirty-five. And I'm minus of a trotter, but I'm most amazin' gay, For me bombs they wasn't wasted, though, you might say, " thrown away." 150 THE WHISTLE OF SANDY McGRAW You may talk o' your lutes and your dulcimers fine, Your harps and your tabors and cymbals and a', But here in the trenches jist gi'e me for mine, The wee penny whistle o' Sandy McGraw. Oh ! it's : "Sandy, ma lad, will you lilt us a tune?" And Sandy is willin' and trillin' like mad ; Sae silvery sweet that we a' throng aroun', And some o' it's gay, but the maist o' it's sad. Jist the wee simple airs that sink intae your hert, And grup ye wi' love and wi' longin' for hame ; And ye glour like an owl till you're feelin' the stert O' a tear, and you blink wi' a feelin' o' shame. For his song's o' the heather, and here in the dirt You listen and dream o' a land that's sae braw, And he mak's you forget a' the harm and the hurt, For he pipes like a laverock, does Sandy McGraw. 151 THE WHISTLE OF SANDY McGRAW At Eepers I mind me when rank upon rank We rose from the trenches and swept like the gale, Till the rapid-fire guns got us fell on the flank And the murderin' bullets came swishin' like hail: Till a' that were left o' us faltered and broke ; Till it seemed for a moment a panicky rout, When shrill through the fume and the flash and the smoke The wee valiant voice o' a whistle piped out " The Campbells are Comin' " : Then into the fray We bounded wi' bayonets reekin' and raw, And oh ! we fair revelled in glory that day, Jist thanks to the whistle o' Sandy M cGraw. ***«*»**»• At Loose, it wis after a sconnersome fecht, On he field o' the slain I wis crawlin' aboot, And the rockets were burnin' red holes in the nicht, And the guns they were veciously thunderin' oot. When sudden I heard a bit sound like a sigh, And there in a crump-hole a kiltie I saw : " Whit ails ye, ma lad? Are ye woundit?" says I. " I've lost ma wee whustle," says Sandy McGraw. 162 THE WHISTLE OF SANDY McGRAW "'Twas oot by yon bing where we pressed the attack, It drapped frae ma pooch, and between noo and dawn There isna much time, so I'm jist crawlin' back." " Ye're daft, man !" I telt him, but Sandy wis gone. Weel, I waited a wee, then I crawled oot masel', And the big stuff wis gorin' and roarin' around, And I seemed tae be under the oxter o' hell, And creation wis crackin' tae bits by the sound, And I says in ma mind : " Gang ye back, ye auld fule!" When I thrilled tae a note that wis saucy and sma'; And there in a crater, collected and cool, Wi' his wee penny whistle wis Sandy McGraw. Ay, there he wis playin' as gleg as could be, And listenin' hard wis a spectacled Boche ; Then Sandy turned roon' and he noddit tae me, And he says: "Dinna blab on me, Sergeant McTosh. The auld chap is deem'. He likes me tae play, It's makin' him happy. Jist see his een shine !" And thrillin' and sweet in the hert o' the fray Wee Sandy wis playin' "The Watch on the Rhine." 153 The last scene o' a', — 'twas the day that we took That bit o' black ruin they ca' Labbiesell. It seemed the hale hillside jist shivered and shook, And the red skies were roarin' and spewin' oot shell. And the Sergeants were cursin' tae keep us in hand, And hard on the leash we were strainin' like dugs, When upward we shot at the word o' command, And the bullets were dingin' their songs in oor lugs. And onward we swept wi' a yell and a cheer, And a' wis destruction, confusion and din, And we knew that the trench o' the Boches was near, And it seemed jist the safest bit hole tae be in. So we a' tumbled doon, and the Boches were there, And they held up their hands, and they yelled : " Kamarad !" And I marched aff wi' ten, wi' their palms in the air, And my, I was proodlike, and my ! I was glad. And I thocht: if ma lassie could see me jist then . . . When sudden I sobered at somethin' I saw, 154 THE WHISTLE OF SANDY McGRAW And I stopped and I stared, and I halted ma men, For there on a stretcher wis Sandy McGraw. Weel, he looks in ma face, jist as pert as ye please : " Ye ken hoo I hate tae be workin'," says he ; " But noo I can play in the street for bawbees, Wi' baith o' ma legs taken aff at the knee." And though I could see he wis rackit wi' pain, He reached for his whistle and started tae play ; And quaverin' sweet wis the plaintive refrain : " The flo'ers o' the forest are a' wede away." Then sudden he stoppit : " Man, wis it no' grand Hoo we took a' them trenches?" . . . He shakit his heid : " I'll — no' — play — nae — mair — " feebly doon frae his hand Slipped the wee penny whistle and . . . Sandy wis deid. ***»#*»*.*» And so ye may talk o' your Steinways and Strads, Your wunnerfu' organs and brasses sae braw, But oot in the trenches jist gi'e me, ma lads, Yon wee penny whistle o' Sandy McGraw. 155 THE STRETCHER-BEARER MY stretcher is one scarlet stain, And as I tries to scrape it clean, I tell you wot, — I'm sick with pain For all I've 'card, for all I've seen ; Around me is the 'ellish night, And as the war's red rim I trace, I wonder if in 'Eaven's height, Our God don't turn away 'Is face. I don't care 'ose the Crime may be ; I holds no brief for kin or clan ; I 'ymns no 'ate ; I only see As man destroys 'is brother man ; I waves no flag ; I only know, As 'ere beside the dead I wait, A million 'earts is weighed with woe, A million 'omes is desolate. 156 THE STRETCHER-BEARER In dripping darkness, far and near, All night I've sought them woeful ones. Dawn shudders up and still I 'ear The crimson chorus of the guns. Look ! like a ball of blood the sun 'Angs o'er the scene of wrath and wrong- " Quick ! Stretcher-bearers on the run !" O Prince of Peace! 'ow long, 'ow long? 157 WOUNDED Is it not strange? A year ago to-day, With scarce a thought beyond the humdrum round, I did my decent job and earned my pay ; Was averagely happy, I'll be bound. Ay, in my little groove I was content, Seeing my life run smoothly to the end, With prosy days in stolid labour spent, And jolly nights, a pipe, a glass, a friend. In God's good time a hearth-fire's cosy gleam, A wife and kids, and all a fellow needs ; When presto ! like a bubble goes my dream : I leap upon the Stage of Splendid Deeds. I yell with rage ; I wallow deep in gore : I, that was clerk in a drysalter's store. Stranger than any book I've ever read : Here on the reeking battlefield I lie Under the stars, propped up with smeary dead, Like, too, if no one takes me in, to die. 158 WOUNDED Hit on the arms, legs, liver, lungs and gall; Damn glad there's nothing more of me to hit; But calm, and feeling never pain at all, And full of wonder at the turn of it. For of the dead around me three are mine, Three foemen vanquished in the whirl of fight; So if I die I have no right to whine, I feel I've done my little bit all right ; I don't know how— but there the beggars are, As dead as herrings pickled in a jar. And here am I, worse wounded than I thought; For in the fight a bullet bee-like stings; You never heed ; the air is metal-hot, And all alive with little flicking wings. But on you charge. You see the fellows fall ; Your pal was by your side, fair fighting-mad; You turn to him, and lo ! no pal at all ; You wonder vaguely if he's copped i But on you charge. The heavens vomit death ; And vicious death is besoming the ground. You're blind with sweat; you're dazed, and out o breath, And though you yell, you cannot hear a sound. But on you charge. Oh ! War's a rousing game . Around you smoky clouds like ogres tower; The earth is rowelled deep with spurs of flame, And on your helmet stones and ashes shower. 159 WOUNDED But on you charge. It's odd ! You have no fear. Machine-gun bullets whip and lash your path ; Red, yellow, black and smoky giants rear ; The shrapnel rips, the heavens roar in wrath. But on you charge. Barbed wire all trampled down, The ground all gored and rent as by a blast ; Grim heaps of grey where once were heaps of brown ; A ragged ditch, the Hun first line at last. All smashed to hell. Their second right ahead. So on you charge. There's nothing else to do. More reeking holes, blood, barbed wire, gruesome dead; (Your puttee strap's undone, — that worries you.) You glare around. You think you're all alone. But no; your chums come surging left and right. The nearest chap flops down without a groan, His face still snarling with the rage of fight. Ha! here's the second trench, — just like the first, Only a little more so, more " laid out " ; More pounded, flame-corroded, death-accurst ; A pretty piece of work, beyond a doubt. 160 WOUNDED Now for the third, and there your job is done. So on you charge. You never stop to think. Your cursed puttee's trailing as you run ; You feel you'd sell your soul to have a drink. The acrid air is full of cracking whips. YOU wonder how it is you're going still. You foam with rage. Oh God ! to be at grips With someone you can rush and crush and kill. Your sleeve is dripping blood ; you're seeing red ; You're battle-mad ; your turn is coming now. See! there's the jagged barbed wire straight ahead, And there's the trench, — you'll get there any- how. Your puttee catches on a strand of wire, And down you go ; perhaps it saves your life, For over sandbag rims you see 'em fire, Crop-headed chaps, their eyes ablaze with strife. You crawl, you cower, then once again you plunge With all your comrades roaring at your heels. Have at 'em, lads! You stab, you jab, you lunge; A blaze of glory, then the red world reels. A crash of triumph, then . . . you're faint a bit . . . That cursed puttee ! Now to fasten it ... 11 161 WOUNDED Well, that's the charge, and now I'm here alone. I've built a little wall of Hun on Hun ; To shield me from the leaden bees that drone ; ( It saves me worry, and it hurts 'em none. ) The only thing I'm wondering is when Some stretcher-men will stroll along my way? It isn't much that's left of me, but then Where life is, hope is, so at least they say. Well, if I'm spared I'll be the happy lad, I tell you I won't envy any king. I've stood the racket, and I'm proud and glad ; I've had my crowning hour. Oh, War's the thing ! It gives us common, working chaps our chance, A taste of glory, chivalry, romance. Ay, War, they say, is hell ; it's heaven, too. It lets a man discover what he's worth. It takes his measure, shows what he can do, Gives him a joy like nothing else on earth. It fans in him a flame that otherwise Would flicker out, these drab and sordid days; It teaches him in pain and sacrifice Faith, fortitude, grim courage past all praise. 162 WOUNDED Yes, War is good. So here beside my slain, A happy wreck I wait amid the din, For even if I perish mine's the gain . . . Hi there, you fellows ! Won't you take me in? Give me a fag to smoke upon the way . . . We've taken La Boiselle ! The hell, you say ! Well, that would make a corpse sit up and grin . . . Lead on ! I'll live to fight another day. 163 FAITH SINCE all that is was ever bound to be ; Since grim, eternal laws our Being bind ; And both the riddle and the answer find, And both the carnage and the calm decree; Since plain within the Book of Destiny Is written all the journey of mankind Inexorably to the end ; since blind And mortal puppets playing parts are we : Then let's have faith ; good cometh out of ill ; The power that shaped the strife shall end the strife ; Then let's bow down before the Unknown Will ; Fight on, believing all is well with life; Seeing within the worst of War's red rage, The gleam, the glory of the Golden Age. 164 THE COWARD 'AvE you seen Bill's mug in the Noos to-day? 'E's gyned the Victoriar Cross, they say; Little Bill wot would grizzle and run away, If you 'it 'im a swipe on the jawr. 'E's slaughtered the Kaiser's men in tons ; 'E's captured one of their quick-fire guns, And 'e 'adn't no practice in killin' 'Uns 4 Afore 'e went off to the war. Little Bill wot I nussed in 'is byby clothes ; Little Bill wot told me 'is childish woes ; 'Ow often I've tidied 'is pore little nose Wiv the 'em of me pinnyfore. And now all the papers 'is praises ring, And 'e's been and Vs shaken the 'and of the King, And I sawr 'im to-day in the ward, pore thing, Where they're patching 'im up once more. 165 THE COWARD And 'e says : " Wot d'ye think of it, Lizer Ann?" And I says : " Well, I can't make it out, old man ,• You'd 'ook it as soon as a scrap began, When you was a bit of a kid ;" And 'e whispers : " 'Ere, on the quiet, Liz, They're makin' too much of the 'ole dam biz, And the papers is printin' me ugly phiz, But . . . I'm 'anged if I know wot I did. " Oh, the Captain comes and 'e says : ' Look 'ere ! They're far too quiet out there ; it's queer. They're up to sornethin', — 'oo'll volunteer To crawl in the dark and see?' Then I felt me 'eart like a 'animer go, And up jumps a chap and 'e says : ' Right O !' But I chips in straight, and I says, ' Oh, no ! 'E's a missis and kids, — take me !' "And the next I knew I was sneakin' out, And the oozy corpses was all about, And I felt so scared I wanted to shout, And my skin fair prickled wiv fear ; And I sez : l You coward ! You 'ad no right To take on the job of a man this night/ Yet still I kept creepin' till ('orrid sight!) The trench of the 'Uns was near. 166 THE COWARD " It was all so dark, it was all so still, Yet somethin' pushed me against me will ; 'Ow I wanted to turn ! Yet I crawled until I was seein' a dim light shine. Then thinks I : ' I'll just go a little bit, And see wot the doose I can make of it,' And it seemed to come from the mouth of a pit * Christmas !' sez I, * a mine.' " Then 'ere's the part wot I can't explain : I wanted to make for 'ome again, But somethin' was blazin' inside me brain, So I crawled to the trench instead ; Then I saw the bullet 'ead of a 'Un, And 'e stood by a rapid-firer gun, And I lifted a rock and I 'it 'im one, And 'e dropped like a chunk o' lead. " Then all the 'Uns that was underground, Comes up with a rush and on with a bound, And I swings that giddy old Maxim round And belts 'em solid and square. You see I was off me chump wiv fear, ' If I'm sellin' me life,' sez I, < it's dear/ And the trench was narrow and they was near, So I peppered the brutes for fair. 167 THE COWARD " So I 'eld 'em back and I yelled with fright, And the boys attacked and we 'ad a fight, And we i captured a section o" trench ' that night Which we didn't expect to get ; And they found me there with me Maxim gun, And I'd laid out a score if I'd laid out one, And I fainted away when the thing was done, And I 'aven't got over it yet." So that's the 'istory Bill told me. Of course it's all on the strict Q. T. ; It wouldn't do to get out, you see, As 'e hacted against 'is will. But 'e's convalescin' wiv all 'is might, And 'e 'opes to. be fit for another fight ; Say ! Ain't 'e a bit of the real, all right? Wot's the matter with Bill ! 168 MISSIS MORIARTY'S BOY MISSIS MORIARTY called last week, and says slie to me, says she : " Sure the heart of me's broken entirely now ; it's the fortunate woman you are ; You've still got your Dinnis to cheer up your home, but me Patsy boy, where is he? Lyin' alone, cold as a stone, kilt in the weariful wahr. Sure I'm seem' him now as I looked on him last, wid his hair all curly and bright, And the wonderful, tenderful heart he had, and his eyes as he wint away, Shinin' and lookin' down on me from the pride of his proper height : Sure I'll remember me boy like that if I live till me dyin' day." And just as she spoke them very same words me Dinnis came in at the door, Come in from McGonigle's ould shebeen, came in from drinkin' his pay; And Missis Moriarty looked at him, and she didn't say anny more, And she wrapped her head in her ould black shawl, and she quietly wint away. 169 MISSIS MORIARTY'S BOY And what was I thinkin', I ask ye now, as I put me Dinnis to bed? Wid him. ravin' and cursin' one half of the night, as cold by his side I sat ; Was I thinkin' the poor ould woman she was wid her Patsy slaughtered and dead? Was I weepin' for Missis Moriarty? I'm not so sure about that. Missis Moriarty goes about wid a shinin' look on her face, Wid her grey hair under her ould black shawl, and the eyes of her mother-mild ; Some say she's a little bit off her head, but anny- way it's the case, Her timper's so swate that you never would tell she'd be losin' her only child. And I think, as I wait up every night for me Dinnis to come home blind, And I'm hearin' his stumblin' foot on the stair along about half-past three : Sure there's many a way of breakin' a heart,— and I haven't made up me mind : Would I be Missis Moriarty, or Missis Moriarty me? 170 MY FOE A. Belgian priest-soldier speaks: GURR! You cochon! Stand and fight ! Show your mettle ! Snarl and bite ! Spawn of an accursed race, Turn and meet me face to face ! Here amid the wreck and rout Let us grip and have it out ! Here where ruins rock and reel Let us settle steel to steel ! Look ! Our houses, how they spit Sparks from brands your friends have lit. See ! Our gutters running red, Bright with blood your friends have shed. Hark ! Amid your drunken brawl How our maidens shriek and call. Why have you come here alone, To this hearth's blood-spattered stone? Come to ravish, come to loot, Come to play the ghoulish brute. Ah, indeed ! We well are met, Bayonet to bayonet. God ! I never killed a man : Now I'll do the best I can. 171 MY FOE Rip you to the evil heart, Laugh to see the life-blood start. Bah ! You swine ! I hate you so. Show you mercy? No! ... and no! There ! I've done it. See ! He lies Death a-staring from his eyes ; Glazing eyeballs, panting breath,— How it's horrible, is Death ! Plucking at his bloody lips With his trembling finger- tips ; Choking in a dreadful way As if he would something say In that uncouth tongue of his . . . Oh, how horrible Death is ! How I wish that he would die ! So unnerved, unmanned am I. See ! His twitching face is white ! See ! His bubbling blood is bright. Why do I not shout with glee? What strange spell is over me? There he lies ; the fight was fair ; Let me toss my cap in air. Why am I so silent? Why Do I pray for him to die? Where is all my vengeful joy? Ugh ! My foe is but a boy. 172 MY FOE I'd a brother of his age Perished in the war's red rage ; Perished in the Ypres hell : Oh ! I loved my brother well. And though I be hard and grim, How it makes me think of him ! He had just such flaxen hair As the lad that's lying there. Just such frank blue eyes were his . God ! How horrible war is ! I have reason to be gay : There is one less foe to slay. I have reason to be glad: Yet — my foe is such a lad. So I watch in dull amaze, See his dying eyes a-glaze, See his face grow glorified, See his hands outstretched and wide To that bit of ruined wall Where the flames have ceased to crawl, Where amid the crumbling bricks Hangs a Slackened crucifix. Now, oh ! now I understand, Quick I press it in his hand, Close his feeble finger-tips, Hold it to his faltering lips. 173 MY FOE As I watch his welling blood I would stem it if I could. God of Pity, let him live ! God of Love, forgive, forgive ! *******< His face looked strangely, as he died, Like that of One they crucified. And in the pocket of his coat I found a letter ; thus he wrote : The things I've seen! Oh mother, dear, I'm wondering — can God be here? To-night amid the drunken brawl I saw a cross hung on a wall; I'll seek it now, and there alone Perhaps I may atone, atone. . . . Ah no ! "Pis I who must atone. No other saw but God alone, Yet how can I forget the sight Of that face so woeful white? Dead, I kissed him as he lay, Knelt by him and tried to pray ; Left him lying there at rest, Crucifix upon his breast. Not for him the pity be : Ye who pity, pity me, Crawling now the ways I trod, Blood-guilty in sight of God. 174 MY JOB I'VE got a little job on 'and, the time is drawin' nigh, At seven by the Captain's watch I'm due to go and do it ; I wants to 'ave it nice and neat, and pleasin' to the eye, And I 'opes the God of soldier men'll see me safely through it. Because you see it's somethin' I 'ave never done before ; And till you 'as experience noo stunts is always tryin' ; The chances is I'll never 'ave to do it any more : At seven by the Captain's watch my little job is ... dyin'. I've got a little note to write, I'd best begin it now. I ain't much good at writin' notes, but here goes : " Dearest Mother, I've been in many 'ot old * does'; I've scraped through safe some'ow, But now I'm on the very point of tacklin' an- other. 175 MY JOB A little job of hand-grenades ; they called for vol- unteers. They picked me out : I'm proud of it ; it seems a trifle dicky. If any thin' should 'appen, well, there ain't no call for tears, And so ... I 'opes this finds you well.— Your werry lovin' Micky." I've got a little score to settle wiv them swine out there. I've 'ad so many of me pals done in it's quite upset me. I've seen so much of bloody death I don't seem for to care, If I can only even up, how soon the blighters get me. I'm sorry for them perishers that corpses in a bed; I only 'opes mine's short and sweet, no linger- longer-lyin' ; I made a mess of life, but now I'll try to make instead— It's seven sharp — good-bye, old pals! . . . a decent job in dyin\ 176 THE SONG OF THE PACIFIST WHAT do they matter, our headlong hates, when we take the toll of our Dead? Think ye our glory and gain will pay for the tor- rent of blood we have shed? By the cheers of our victory will the heart of the mother be comforted? If by the victory all we mean is a broken and brooding foe; Is the pomp and power of a glitt'ring hour, and a truce for an age or so : By the clay-cold hand on the broken blade we have smitten a bootless blow ! If by the triumph we only prove that the sword we sheathe is bright; That justice and truth and love endure; that Freedom's throned on the height ; That the feebler folks shall be unafraid; that Might shall never be Right; 12 177 THE SONG OF THE PACIFIST If this be all: by the blood-drenched plains, by the havoc of fire and fear, By the rending roar of the War of Wars, by the dead so doubly dear- Then our victory is a vast defeat, and it mocks us as we cheer. Victory ! there can be but one, hallowed in every land: When by the graves of our common dead we who were foemen stand, And in the hush of our common grief hand is ten- dered to hand. Triumph ! Yes, when out of the dust in the splen- dour of their release The spirits of those who fell go forth and they hallow our hearts to peace, And, brothers in pain, with world- wide voice, we clamour that War shall cease. Glory ! Ay, when from blackest loss shall be born most radiant gain ; When over the gory fields shall rise a star that never shall wane : Then and then only our dead shall know that they have not fall'n in vain. 178 THE SONG OF THE PACIFIST When our children's children shall talk of War as a madness that may not be ; When we thank our God for our grief to-day, and blazen from sea to sea In the name of the dead the banner of Peace . . . that will &e Victory, 12a 179 THE TWINS THERE were two brothers, John and James, And when the town went up in flames, To save the house of James dashed John, Then turned, and lo ! his own was gone. And when the great World War began, To volunteer John promptly ran ; And while he learned live bombs to lob, James stayed at home and — sneaked his job. John came home with a missing limb ; That didn't seem to worry him ; But oh ! it set his brain awhirl To find that James had — sneaked his girl ! Time passed. John tried his grief to drown ; To-day James owns one half the town ; His Army Contracts riches yield ; And John? Well, search the Potter's Field. 180 THE SONG OF THE SOLDIER-BORN Give me the scorn of the stars and a peak defiant; Wail of the pines and a wind with the shout of a giant; Night and a trail unknown, and a heart reliant. Give me to live and love in the old, bold fashion, A soldier's billet at night, and a soldier's ration, A heart that leaps to the fight with a soldier's passion. For I hold as a simple faith, there's no denying, The trade of a soldier's the only trade worth plying; The death of a soldier's the only death worth dying. So let me go, and leave your safety behind me; Go the spaces of hazard, where nothing shall bind me; Go till the world is War, and then you will find me. 181 THE SONG OF THE SOLDIER-BORN Then you will call me and claim me, because you will need me ; Cheer me and gird me and into the battle-wrath speed me . . . And when it's over, spurn me, and no longer heed me. For guile and a purse gold-greased are the arms you carry ; With deeds of paper you fight, and with pens you parry ; You call on the hounds of the law your foes to harry. You with your: "Art for its own sake," posing and prinking; You with your : " Live and be merry," eating and drinking ; You with your: "Peace at all hazard," from bright blood shrinking. Fools ! I will tell you now, — though the red rain patters, And a million of men go down, it's little it mat- ters . . . There's the Flag up-flung to the stars, though it streams in tatters. 182 THE SONG OF THE SOLDIER-BORN There's a glory gold never can buy to yearn and to cry for ; There's a hope that's as old as the sky to suffer and sigh for ; There's a faith that out-dazzles the sun to martyr and die for. Ah, no! it's my dream that War will never be ended ; That men will perish like men, and valour be splendid ; That the Flag by the sword will be served, and honour defended. That the tale of my fights will never be ancient story; That though my eye may be dim and my beard be hoary, I'll die as a soldier dies — on the Field of Glory. So give me a strong right arm for a wrong's swift righting; Stave of a song on my lips as my sword is smiting; Death in my boots, maybe, but fighting, fighting. 183 AFTERNOON TEA As I was saying . . . (No, thank you; I never take cream with my tea ; Cows weren't allowed in the trenches, — got out of the habit, y'see). As I was saying, our Colonel leaped up like a youngster of ten : "Come on, lads!" he shouts, "and we'll show 7em," and he sprang to the head of the men. Then some bally thing seemed to trip him, and he fell on his face with a slam . . . Oh ! he died like a true British soldier, and the last word he uttered was " Damn !" And hang it ! I loved the old fellow, and some- thing just burst in my brain, And I cared no more for the bullets than I would for a shower of rain. 'Twas an awfly funny sensation (I say, this is jolly nice tea) ; I felt as if something had broken ; by gad ! I was suddenly free. 184 AFTERNOON TEA Free for a glorified moment, beyond regulations and laws, Free just to wallow iii slaughter, as the chap of the stone age was. So on I went joyously nursing a Berserker rage of my own, And though all my chaps were behind me, feeling most f rightf 'ly alone ; With the bullets and shells ding-donging, and the " krock " and the swish of the shrap ; And I found myself humming " Ben Bolt "... (Will you pass me the sugar, old chap? Two lumps, please.) . . . What was I say- ing? Oh, yes, the jolly old dash; We simply ripped through the barrage, and on with a roar and a crash. My fellows, Old Nick couldn't stop 'em. On, on they went with a yell, Till they tripped on the Boches' sand-bags — noth- ing much left to tell : A trench so tattered and battered that even a rat couldn't live, Some corpses tangled and mangled, wire you could pass through a sieve. 185 AFTERNOON TEA The jolly old guns had bilked us, cheated us out of our show, And my fellows were simply yearning for a red mix-up with the foe. So I shouted to them to follow, and on we went, roaring again, Battle-tuned and exultant, on in the leaden rain. Then all at once a machine gun barks from a bit of a bank, And our Major roars in a fury: "We've got to take it on flank." He was running like fire to lead us, when down like a stone he comes, As full of " type-writer " bullets as a pudding is full of plums. So I took his job and we got 'em ... by gad ! we got 'em like rats ; Down in a deep shell-crater we fought like Kil- kenny cats. 'Twas pleasant just for a moment to be sheltered and out of range, With someone you saw to go for, — it made an agreeable change. 186 AFTERNOON TEA And the Boches that missed my bullets, my chaps gave a bayonet jolt, And all the time, I remember, I whistled and hummed " Ben Bolt." Well, that little job was over, so hell-for-leather we ran, On to the second line trenches — that's where the fun began. For though we had strafed 'em like fury, there still were some Boches about, And my fellows, teeth set and eyes glaring, like terriers routed 'em out. Then I stumbled on one of their dug-outs, and I shouted : " Is anyone there?" And a voice, " Yes, one ; but I'm wounded," came faint up the narrow stair ; And my man was descending before me, when sudden a cry ! a shot ! ( I say, this cake is delicious. You make it your- self, do you not?) My man? Oh! they killed the poor devil; for if there was one there was ten ; So after I'd bombed 'em sufficient I went down at the head of my men, And four tried to sneak from a bunk-hole, but we cornered the rotters all right ; I'd rather not go into details, 'twas messy that bit of the fight. 187 AFTERNOON TEA But all of it's beastly messy ; let's talk of pleas- anter things, The skirts that the girls are wearing, ridiculous fluffy things, So short that they show . . . Oh. hang it! Well, if I must, I must : We cleaned out the second trench line, bomb and bayonet thrust, And on we went to the third one, quite calloused to crumping by now ; And some of our fellows who'd passed us were making a deuce of a row ; And my chaps, well, I just couldn't hold 'em ; (it's strange how it is with gore; Tn some ways it's just like whiskey : if you taste it you must have more. ) Their eyes were like beacons of battle; by gad, sir ! they couldn't be calmed, So I headed 'em bang for the bomb-belt, racing like billy-be-damned. Oh ! it didn't take long to arrive there, those who arrived at all ; The machine-guns were certainly chronic, the shindy enough to appal. Oh, yes, I omitted to tell you, I'd wounds on the chest and the head, And my shirt was torn to a gun-rag, and my face blood-gummy and red. 188 AFTERNOON TEA I'm thinking I looked like a madman; I fancy I felt one, too, Half naked and swinging a rifle . . . God! what a glorious " do." As I sit here in old Piccadilly, sipping my after- noon tea, I see a blind, bullet-chipped devil, and it's hard to believe that it's me : I see a wild, war-damaged demon, smashing out left and right, And humming "Ben Bolt" rather loudly, and hugely enjoying the fight. And as for my men, may God bless 'em! I've loved 'em ever since then : They fought like the shining angels ; they're the pick o' the land, my men. And the trench was a reeking shambles, not a Boche tt> be seen alive — So I thought — but on rounding a traverse I came on a covey of five ; And four of 'em threw up their flippers, but the fifth chap, a sergeant, was game, And though I'd a bomb and revolver he came at me just the same. A sporty thing that, I tell you ; I just couldn't blow him to hell, So I swung to the point of his jaw-bone, and down like a nine-pin he fell. 189 AFTERNOON TEA And then when I'd brought him to reason, he wasn't half bad, that Hun; He bandaged my head and my short-rib as well as the Doc. could have done. So back I went with my Boches, as gay as a two- year-old colt, And it suddenly struck me as rummy — I still was a-humming " Ben Bolt." And now, by Jove ! how I've bored you. You've just let me babble away : Let's talk of the things that matter — your car or the newest play. 190 THE MOURNERS I LOOK into the aching womb of night ; I look across the mist that masks the dead ; The moon is tired and gives but little light, The stars have gone to bed. The earth is sick and seems to breathe with pain ; A lost wind whimpers in a mangled tree ; I do not see the foul, corpse-cluttered plain, The dead I do not see. The slain I would not see ... and so I lift My eyes from out the shambles where they lie; When lo ! a million woman-faces drift Like pale leaves through the sky. The cheeks of some are channelled deep with tears ; But some are tearless, with wild eyes that stare Into the shadow of the coming years Of fathomless despair. 191 THE MOURNERS And some are young, and some are very old ; And some are rich, some poor beyond belief ; Yet all are strangely like, set in the mould Of everlasting grief. They fill the vast of Heaven, face on face ; And then I see one weeping with the rest, Whose eyes beseech me for a moment's space . . Oh ! eyes I love the best ! Nay, I but dream. The sky is all forlorn, And there's the plain of battle writhing red : God pity them, the women-folk who mourn ! How happy are the dead. 192 L'ENVOI My job is done: my rhymes are ranked and ready, My word-battalions marching verse by verse; Here stanza-companies are none too steady., There print-platoons are weak, but might be worse : And as in marshalled order I review them, My type-brigades, unf 'earful of the fray, My eyes that seek their faults are seeing through them Immortal visions of an epic day. It seems I'm in a giant bowling-alley: The hidden heavies round me crash and thud; A spire snaps like a pipe-stem in the valley, The rising sun is like a ball of blood. 'Along the road the fantassins are pouring, And some are gay as fire, and some steel- stern . . . Then back again I see the red tide pouring Along the reeking road from Hebuterne. 193 L'ENVOI And once again I seek Hill Sixty-seven, The Hun lines grey and peaceful in my sight; When suddenly the rosy air is riven — A " coal-box " blots the boyou on my right. Or else to evil Carnoy I am stealing, Past sentinels who hail with bated breath; Where not a cigarette spark's dim revealing May hint our mission in that zone of death. I see across the shrapnel-seeded meadows The jagged rubble-heap of La Boiselle; Blood-guilty Fricourt brooding in the shadows, And Thiepval's chateau empty as a shell. Down Albert's riven streets the moon is leering; The hanging Virgin takes its bitter ray; And all the road from Hamel I am hearing The silver rage of bugles over Bray. Once more within the sky's deep sapphire hollow I see a swimming Taube, a fairy thing; I watch the angry shell flame flash and follow In feather puffs that flick a tilted wing; And then it fades, with shrapnel mirror's flash- ing; The flashes bloom to blossoms lily gold; The batteries are rancorously crashing, And life is just as full as it can hold. 194 L'ENVOI Oh! spacious days of glory and of grieving! Oli! sounding hours of lustre and of loss; Let us be glad we lived you, still believing The God who gave the cannon gave the Cross. Let us not doubt amid these seething passions, The lusts of blood and hate our souls abhor: The Power that Order out of Chaos fashions Smites fiercest in the wrath-red forge of War . . . Have faith! Fight on! Amid the battle hell Love triumphs, Freedom beacons, all is well. 195 SMC Service, Robert W. (Robert Wi 1 1 iam) , Rhymes of a Red Cross man / AJG-6248 (awsk)